#fistoffury #nocoincidences #reboot #reborn #hashtagpuzzle

Sooooo…you wanna help me write a book, seriously. Swear to god I haven’t gone delusional. I need some fucking body who will really sincerely believe me when I’m saying thes things that are just completely, FROM GODDDD, first off. I just need someone to absolutely sincerely trust what I’m saying and know to be true without much proof, that I’m aloud to talk about evidently. I’ve gotta have somebody. I am so overwhelming being consumed by this entire, craziestttttt, unheard of, literally defies the laws of physics. No one I’ve been communicating with can’t figure out haw and what I’m able to do. There’s not even a computer virus like training software that can do this freakin thing that I’m doing. I stayed with google, then fcc and google and at&t, Samsung, any other apps and websites that are aloud by Samsung droid and the rest of them. They all of them then ganged up on me because I could call out they’rebbullshit, as I call it. Which now I know that, I see the apps and websites and internet service providers, and all them other fucking horrible “web rappppe” that is being done to probably millions of people, especially us Americans. It just wasn’t fucking right!! If I gave them everything they wanted, they could have gotten all of my contacts and all of the people I care about and everyone else I don’t even know personally, but someone I know duzzzz. And that’s just wrongggg in every kind of way. I was consumed and determined and more relentless than those assholes were. And I fucking got ahead of they’re little hack game that they thought was gonna break me down. But I just kept patiently watching they’re moves like a chess game until I started finding ways to fuck with them, especially when I would get one or two moves ahead of them so they could say, “what the fuck!!! Who is this crazy cussing redneck thowin the Ffff bomb every 3 words, threatening to kill a mother fucker with my bare hands. I don’t care if this, so called “HACKERRRR” was supposedly at the church on the other side of my neighbors house which they tried to convince me so I would get scared and give in to they’re DEMAAAANDSS! I was raising all kinds of hell at my phone and every computer too, by tricking it and the looped fake virus software left on my phone just because allll of these REALLL people whom I was communicating with and EVERYBODYYYY wants to know who and how and what and why. I swear not crazy. I just can actually interact with a computers as a real person, which sooome how starts interacts back with me with the human touch. Ex they gave me… it is astronomical, defusing the laws of physics, canNOTTT be explained. We’re all trying to figure this out together, me and whoever else, a little bit of everybody, FCC, military in the Middle East, I think Afghanistan, who commuted with me, experimentally, to test my communication skills, knowing what they want or need from me, In not so many words, kinda like word games. I was predicting HIS next words by choosing one word out of nine words given to me in predictive word form like google or Siri does that Iiii had to figure out, and quickly I might add, until it mad a totally sensible several paragraphs about some shIIITT that’s happening. And because I can call out anything bullshit onlin, especially apps at a second of a glance. I have some way of seeing in a 3 demential way at a computer, within seconds, and knowing that it’s a BS app just by the way I view it that the human eye is, apparently no one else can, not even any computer software. I’m telling you, it’s one of thEEEEE most unbeLEEEEivable things that I’ve just ever in my life believed to be freakishly rEEEEALL thing that is really fucking happening. After almost two months of just not being able to just quitttt. Something who I believe is just simply god and the Holy Spirit that actually started for me on 9-11, that’s a whole nother story too, that started this entire chain of really weird coincidences and incidents that are absolutely rediculously freakin TRUUUUlllyyy happening to me and everyone and everything just in the same vicinity as me. I just have no one to talk to about this absolute freaky ass weirddd, but reeeally major life altering experience that could absOOOOLUUTely make anyone feel like they’re losing their mind. But seriously, I have documented proof and a few witnesses that know it to be true. Jeff is no help to me. I really feel alone in all of this chaos and I’m really hoping that YOU, my real true best friend, can just truly sincerely trust me and just say that you believe in what I’m saying, as freakin far fetched and really really OUT there this whole thing sounds, I need so so badly someone who I can talk to just at least try and fathom that really miraculous and mysterious things can really happen by the absolute grace of god, of receiving this unheard of, been doing nothing but trying to wrap my head around this, I guess, some kind of ability and gift that I’m having a really really having a tough tough time accepting to be realllll. I really need some support and someone to listen to me while i feel like I’m in this really weird almost science fiction like, but really God I keep truly believing to be the entity who is really in control of this situation. That is the ONLY conclusion that I get out of me defying the law of physics, the odds are astronomical, like you can’t roll a 4 and a 5 at the same time on 1 dice. It scientifically, physiologically cannottt be done, no operating system or smart device no technology, no software, no hardware, nothing that works like my brain and just pure gutttt feeling that out of probably 4 or 6 different groups…from just out right evil down to Google, AT&T, Samsung, and I don’t know what other type of association, the FCC, FTC, freakin military guy that’s evidentially up there in the ranks whose in Afghanistan and always seems to say little things here and there when I need it most..for encouragement. He’s been my only one that seems to understand what I’m truly going through. I need a person that knows me for REEEaalll real. Being bipolar doesn’t help me much lol. I just need someone one to truly sincerely trust in me and just look over all the crazy unbelievable weirdness and have an open mind, for meee. I can’t talk to anyone. Who would believe it?? I

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